3 months ( part 3 ) Posted by Wayne Yip , Tuesday, November 24, 2009 at 2:28 AM, in

Things are getting far more worse than i thought. More insults thrown at me, more racism (as usual) and more pain... Why is this happening? The very same question seemsto pop-up in my head more than a million times. What does my name have to do with me not playing well in basketball? I know that you guys are better than me; so why the insults and change of name? I can't concentrate well on my studies and I'm being left-out of every basketball games. Moreover, it seems like my new name is " Fuck Wayne" wherever and whenever i appear. My dad's name is none of your concern as well! Please leave me ALONE! Why is there a need for this? For your pleasure or your reputation? Most of my homework are left undone and i'm behind every of my deadlines. GMIS students have finally shown its stripes. I wish that the school authorities would take action for this matter. My head is breaking apart with these unnecessary insults! I wish that Sir Bharat could be there for me... I hate being alone... I want to go back home... Back to Malaysia... Please let me out of this prison... I wish that time would bring me one step foward... I wish that Jin was here to pull me through this hell i'm in... i can't always depend on you fromm such a long distance... I'm being a total burden... The devil's pet is slowly feeling the most critical and bitter part of its medicine... The Decoy is slowly bleeding to death... And the punching bag is running out of sand....