3 months ( part 1) Posted by Wayne Yip , Monday, November 9, 2009 at 6:23 AM, in

Things have been a little off-the scale for the the past 3 months. My life hasn't really been going really well. For those of you who knows about my background and whereabouts lately, then what you are reading is just a total hoax to "you". Believe me, it's not. My life has been a down-right turn into a disaster. A lot of things have been going around my head for a while- rejection, argument, feeling left-out, and a discriminant to society. Ever since i shifted to GMIS (Gandhi Memorial International School) , i thought life would be much better here. Unfortunately, I was wrong. Took me quite a few tries to build a reputation there- singing, dancing and athletics. The first few weeks in GMIS didn't turn out so well since they discovered that i was a 'MALAYSIAN'. There's a really bad power struggle there. I've came up with so many things to acquire their friendship in exchange for mocking my beloved country. Even the Singaporean there started to despise me for no reasons at all! Is it because of the recent debate over islands, resources and culture? There was a guy named Dwight at my school. I thought that he was going to be my best friend but it turns out that he has some long-term attitude problems that might require some special attention. He believes that I'm a bad influence and a bully to him. He should reconsider what he said! He is the one who comes to annoy me every single day! And i took all of it because i called him my best friend! And in the end , he ditches me for no reasons at all after all that i've helped him with. Something is very wrong here. Same goes for the girl in my class who believes that i'm here as a terrorist. this wasn't what i want it to be. I came here to learn, and gain experiences from people of different nationalities. But as things start to progress, I'm starting to get their attention just by saying things they just want to hear! But let's just put these trash talks aside. I'm tired now. Will continue the part two of my journal soon... See-ya!